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Post by chrisinutah on Nov 7, 2010 23:22:42 GMT -5
I've been dealing with some major depression problems for 4 years now & they've taken a turn for the worse recently. The girl whos been my best friend for years & who I've liked for the last 6 months had been telling me she wanted to go out but just barely told me she doesn't want anything to do with me. Then to make things even better my second best friend today just told me she's not my friend anymore either so I've lost my two best friends & the only people I felt comfortable talking to about being depressed & all the other stuff in my life. I've always known the church is true & all that but I've done some bad things in my life & constantly think im a bad person. I've been ditching seminary every day for the last few weeks so now I can't go to BYU anymore which has been my dream school since I was really little. I've been losing all will to do school work so my grades are slipping along with my chances of going to a good college. Despite having a good act score & being involved in multiple sports im still the failure child in the family cause all my older siblings were better. Im just really sick of it & I went from only being way down on myself once a week I've been down on myself every day the last month. Im starting to think of just dropping out of high school when I turn 18 & joining the marines so I can just die already but do it in a way that helps others
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Post by Evil Seeker on Nov 8, 2010 9:26:38 GMT -5
You feel Evil and bad and you feel darkness and hate sorry good thing you don't do Witchcraft like the thing what warlocks do.
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Post by Jayda on Nov 8, 2010 12:54:56 GMT -5
Have you seeked help for your depression, such as therapy, medicine, and telling your parents about your problems? If you haven't that's the first step you need to take. My sister waited until it was too much to handle and tried to kill herself. PLEASE don't ever think that suicide is an option. That option is, in all honesty, very selfish. I know that when you have depression you cannot control how you feel, or even how horrible you feel, but if you tried to do such a thing it would not affect just you, but everyone around you. It's a scarring thing. Believe me. I still haven't recovered, and I don't know how long it'll take for me to get through this trial. First, seek help from medical professionals. God put doctors on this earth to help us, and until you do all that you can you won't get better. Second, talk to your parents about your troubles. I have friends who dislike asking for help, or telling people about their problems, but keeping them inside and building them up does you absolutely no good. If you don't tell someone about your problems there is nothing anyone can do to help you. They cannot help you in ignorance. So talk to someone that can aid you in getting help. Third, you need to pray, read your scriptures, fast, go to church, go to seminary, try to will yourself to do school work, that sort of thing. I know it's difficult to want to do things when you're depressed, and that makes this that much more difficult, but you need to try. If you don't do what you need to do it'll be a much more difficult road, you know? As for the things in your past, I recommend talking to your Bishop. I did that this summer about some things in my past, and believe me, it is a completely relieving experience. It lightens your load and helps you not feel so horrible. Until this summer I've felt like a horrible person for a long time. Once I talked to my Bishop it became easier for me to not feel that way. I know it's difficult to talk to him, but he is called of God to help you and serve you. Talk to him about the things in your past. Let it all out. Everything you say to him is confidential. He won't go and tell your parents what you said or anything. He'll give you advice, he'll try to help you, and if you talk to him about your depression he may recommend some things that can help uplift you spiritually. The only way to come back from our sins of the past is through Christ and His continuous Atonement. Christ is there for you. He's felt every pain and affliction you've ever suffered, including this depression that you are dealing with. Please, go talk to your Bishop. He can help, at least some. As for your siblings... Never compare yourself to anyone. Every individual person is unique, and should not and CANNOT be compared to another. One of the Apostles actually said that. I don't remember who, but if you'd like I'll try to find the direct quote. You may think that you aren't as good as them, but you cannot compare yourselves to another individual. You are entirely your own person, and you are better at things than they are, just as they are better at other things than you are. It's not a matter of comparison. You should never compare yourself to another human being. God will not compare you to another person, so you should not compare yourself to another person. Believe me, I know how difficult of a struggle that can be. It can be SO hard to not do that, but just try to remember that you are unlike anyone on this planet, and there are people who love you. If you have anymore questions please ask. My sister deals with severe clinical depression, and so do many of my family members and some of my friends, so I know a lot about this subject. If you don't wish to post some of the questions feel free to message them to me I'm always here to help!
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Post by Evil Seeker on Nov 8, 2010 13:44:48 GMT -5
Sorry am not helping but what if some one knows what the Bishop would say like me but maybe he won't now.?
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Post by Jayda on Nov 8, 2010 15:33:40 GMT -5
Sorry am not helping but what if some one knows what the Bishop would say like me but maybe he won't now.? What do you mean?
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Post by Evil Seeker on Nov 8, 2010 20:12:04 GMT -5
I meant know sorry but but i know what people would say and i know if some one is going to he** it true sad but true i am not saying he will really one why to know if some one is going to h*** but you do not won't to know.
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Post by Jayda on Nov 8, 2010 22:24:16 GMT -5
No one can know how someone will be judged during the judgment day. But we don't believe in a literal hell, other than outer darkness and I can guarantee that the people here will not be going to outer darkness. Your question still confused me though. But if you're talking about what I said about talking to your Bishop, that is a part of the repentance process, and will help you move forward and closer to the Celestial Kingdom.
Are you Mormon, Black DragonV?
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Post by Evil Seeker on Nov 9, 2010 12:33:51 GMT -5
Why?
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Post by Jayda on Nov 10, 2010 17:44:41 GMT -5
Why did I ask if you're Mormon? I'm just trying to figure out what you believe.
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Post by Evil Seeker on Nov 10, 2010 19:01:07 GMT -5
Why?
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Post by Jayda on Nov 10, 2010 23:44:15 GMT -5
What're you asking why about?
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Post by Evil Seeker on Nov 12, 2010 8:30:59 GMT -5
Why do you want to fined out i will tell you i hate pizza some thing will never now .
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Post by emowriter on May 23, 2011 17:13:42 GMT -5
odd. your on an lds site. and you dont make sense. hmmm... maybe you should consider what you say before you say it.withches and warlocks arent always bad. in fact im dating a person who follows wicca
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