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Post by Kohaku on Nov 15, 2009 19:42:26 GMT -5
I've realized over these last few months no matter how much I think I get through life on my own I can't. I need those friends that someone I can talk to without feeling judge someone how really understands me. As I am thinking about this I realize there is only one person on this earth right now that I truly feel I can talk to without being judged. Some people may find this sad but, I am not, I am perfectly ok with that fact.
As I thought about this I began to think about this question that has stuck in my head ever since this person asked me "What do you believe in?" .... and when the only answer I could give them was I don't know. Is there really a god? Is he really listening? Do i believe what I've been taught my whole life? Or was it all a lie? When I realized I couldn't answer any of those questions I realized I had just been like every other kid in this world "well my parents say it's true" But do i know? No, I didn't know I was just living off what my parents told me.
I still have to come to a conclusion with what I do believe, it has to be ME that finds the truth for myself not everyone telling what is and what isn't true. I do realize this will be hard and there may be times I just want to give up but, I need to know. My parents won't always be there to tell me whats right and wrong. It's time for me to grow up and find out myself.
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Nov 15, 2009 20:25:33 GMT -5
I've realized over these last few months no matter how much I think I get through life on my own I can't. I need those friends that someone I can talk to without feeling judge someone how really understands me. As I am thinking about this I realize there is only one person on this earth right now that I truly feel I can talk to without being judged. Some people may find this sad but, I am not, I am perfectly ok with that fact. As I thought about this I began to think about this question that has stuck in my head ever since this person asked me "What do you believe in?" .... and when the only answer I could give them was I don't know. Is there really a god? Is he really listening? Do i believe what I've been taught my whole life? Or was it all a lie? When I realized I couldn't answer any of those questions I realized I had just been like every other kid in this world "well my parents say it's true" But do i know? No, I didn't know I was just living off what my parents told me. I still have to come to a conclusion with what I do believe, it has to be ME that finds the truth for myself not everyone telling what is and what isn't true. I do realize this will be hard and there may be times I just want to give up but, I need to know. My parents won't always be there to tell me whats right and wrong. It's time for me to grow up and find out myself. Hey, I like it! When I need help or I'm unsure about something I pray to the Lord about it and I feel that he answers my prayers. For the smaller everyday things I go to my mom or my brother.
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Post by Erik Slack on Nov 16, 2009 11:03:49 GMT -5
I didn't know you ran a blog, Amber. What's the url? Do you write frequently? I had a similar experience when I first moved to Texas two years ago. Life got pretty tough around that time, so much that I nearly broke down. Instead I manned up and pulled out my bible. It was one of those life-defining choices. Diligent scripture reading was incredibly important to me and I would suggest it for you too. I also believe in the power of prayer. God really is listening.
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Post by Kohaku on Nov 16, 2009 11:49:56 GMT -5
ya i have a blog its not all that great mostly just write about whats going on in my life and ya i dont write very often but i try to here's the url aruth5000.blogspot.com/
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Post by Erik Slack on Nov 16, 2009 17:20:38 GMT -5
Cool. I have become your first follower.
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Nov 16, 2009 21:27:49 GMT -5
ya i have a blog its not all that great mostly just write about whats going on in my life and ya i dont write very often but i try to here's the url aruth5000.blogspot.com/It looks nice Amber!
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Post by Kohaku on Nov 16, 2009 23:44:08 GMT -5
haha thanks ... its not much but ya
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Post by Sayari's other half on Dec 2, 2009 3:22:43 GMT -5
So true.Very often we just take it for granted that we need to find out for ourselves,until we are really tested and we reach for that dusty BOM.
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