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Post by hockeydude on Feb 7, 2008 0:23:36 GMT -5
Hey, sorry, I don't normally get like this, but I really just need to get this off my chest.
I don't mean to make a new thread, because compared to some of your difficulties this is really melodramatic, but things have just, I don't know. I know that this'll probably be temporary, but this temporary feeling has been coming back too much lately, and I just want to lift this weight off.
Things have just been getting worse for me lately, and it's caused just a huge hole in my overall confidence. I'm not going to ramble on why, you'd probably be a senior by the time I finished. I thought I would just hold it in, but one of my friend's dad actually pulled me over today because he said I looked that down. I just hid behind a smile, like I always do. It's hard for me to even do this, because I live with a "deal with it" style.
But I think it needs to come out, just what I'm feeling, anyways. Just finishing this off, I'm feeling a little better. Now I just need things to turn around.
(Sorry, this should be in emotional help, not spiritual help. My bad.)
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 7, 2008 0:39:39 GMT -5
Hey, sorry, I don't normally get like this, but I really just need to get this off my chest. I don't mean to make a new thread, because compared to some of your difficulties this is really melodramatic, but things have just, I don't know. I know that this'll probably be temporary, but this temporary feeling has been coming back too much lately, and I just want to lift this weight off. Things have just been getting worse for me lately, and it's caused just a huge hole in my overall confidence. I'm not going to ramble on why, you'd probably be a senior by the time I finished. I thought I would just hold it in, but one of my friend's dad actually pulled me over today because he said I looked that down. I just hid behind a smile, like I always do. It's hard for me to even do this, because I live with a "deal with it" style. But I think it needs to come out, just what I'm feeling, anyways. Just finishing this off, I'm feeling a little better. Now I just need things to turn around. (Sorry, this should be in emotional help, not spiritual help. My bad.) Hey Hockeydude, Guys are entitled to have bad days too! Just remember that you are a son of our Heavenly Father and he loves you and wants the best for you. I think that he would be proud of the way that you have conducted yourself as a gentleman on this site and also on the way that you have encouraged others to be happy! From your hockey pic.......you look like you'd be really good at the game! Just keep doing what you know to be right and I'm sure that there will be better days ahead for you! Have a cookie and a hug from your friend Jenni!
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Post by sakura on Feb 7, 2008 10:19:09 GMT -5
Heck...i think he needs two cookies.here take some *offers Eric cookie jar* remember hockeydude!Life IS tough.Life sucks.But hey deal with it.We're never handed anything we can't handle ...we just have to take hold of it and grip on.Strongs Eric!!!!!
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Post by hockeydude on Feb 7, 2008 21:37:35 GMT -5
Hey, thanks for your support, and your cookies, and the hug. Like I said even when I was down, what I needed was for things to turn around. Well, last night, after I got off the computer, I got down on my hands and knees and prayed for just that. Some areas stayed the same, but other areas I was losing confidence in turned up for the better today, dramatically. For example, one of those was hockey. Once again, lol, I just tried typing what happened out, and it would've gone on for ages. But things are in MUCH better perspective as far as that's going, and I thank the Lord for that. I'm happy to know where that confidence came from.
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 8, 2008 1:15:08 GMT -5
Hey, thanks for your support, and your cookies, and the hug. Like I said even when I was down, what I needed was for things to turn around. Well, last night, after I got off the computer, I got down on my hands and knees and prayed for just that. Some areas stayed the same, but other areas I was losing confidence in turned up for the better today, dramatically. For example, one of those was hockey. Once again, lol, I just tried typing what happened out, and it would've gone on for ages. But things are in MUCH better perspective as far as that's going, and I thank the Lord for that. I'm happy to know where that confidence came from. That's great to hear Eric! Best wishes!
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Post by [.alyse.] on Feb 8, 2008 23:28:31 GMT -5
wow. i know im REALLY late on responding to this but hey maybe it'll help someone else...
first off, NEVER compare your problems to others. mine are probably a lil more...dramatic....but thats not the point. satan is going to try an pull you down anyway he can. and i know your like " im not strong enough. who am i? why is this happening?" you need to understand. that we WILL learn from this. you have to understnad. god saved you FOR 6 THOUSAND YEARS!!! thats a lot.....i thin its 6? dont quote me on that...lol. he saved you because he needs you here now. and i know it sucks!!! I KNOW!! and sometimes...you have to let it. my life sucks. i held it in. and thats why it got worse. then one day at school i broke down and cried myself out. i felt sooo much better after. kep your head. and never let go of your testimony. i promise you. that will kill you!! good luck
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