Post by Michael on Sept 8, 2012 17:19:22 GMT -5
I been going back and forth with posting about this, but I finally decide to say it.
I am not a worthy priesthood holder, with my state I can't go into the temple. I'm tied to the chains of sin, as how I describe it. It been like this for sometime, when I was in my old ward before I moved, I went to my Bishop about this, it was still on and off during that.
I'm still losing the weight to be able to go on my mission, and all I been thinking is
My plan is to start on my papers once I get to 250 which is like 36 pounds away or something like that, but what if I'm still chained down?.
It's hard... just looking at myself in the mirror.. this is not the "young clean man" my mom said in a birthday card couple years ago.
I want to go on a mission, I know that this is the true church on the earth, that the Gospel was restored.
My friend Rachael (from my old ward), who I like is at BYU now, but this is what she said, when I was talking to her bout Asperger's and that I hope it won't get in the way of going on a full time mission.
"no matter where you go, you'll influence people. Not only do you have a great personality, but your testimony is one of the strongest I have seen anywhere You are a great guy, Michael, and I'm greatful that I have a friend in you. I might not talk much, but I do consider you as probably one of the best examples in my life"
When I'm living worthily, good things happen.. like all the spiritual experiences I have had in my life.
At EFY, I got like 6 notes in two days... here is an example, this is a note I got from efy
"Michael,
I want you to know how much you have impacted my life from just having known you for a week. Your testimony of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ has touched my heart. You have been a shining example to me. I don't know what it is but something about your love for the Gospel has made me realized even more, how much I love this church and that I know it is true! you have truly been a great influence to me, and I don't think I could ever thank you enough for not being afraid to be the amazing young man that you are. Because I will forever be grateful for what you have taught me.
Don't ever change!
Thank you
Rebecca"
Satan is real... he will try anything to tire down this chosen generation, I know this to be true.. he will try anything.
I am in tears, after watching this video
Please... just pray for me, that I will be able to break the chains of sin and be free... be that clean man my mom have describe me as. I want to go on a mission so badly, The Atonement is real.. I been trying to use it, but I keep making mistakes.
But Satan will not win... I will win.
I am not a worthy priesthood holder, with my state I can't go into the temple. I'm tied to the chains of sin, as how I describe it. It been like this for sometime, when I was in my old ward before I moved, I went to my Bishop about this, it was still on and off during that.
I'm still losing the weight to be able to go on my mission, and all I been thinking is
My plan is to start on my papers once I get to 250 which is like 36 pounds away or something like that, but what if I'm still chained down?.
It's hard... just looking at myself in the mirror.. this is not the "young clean man" my mom said in a birthday card couple years ago.
I want to go on a mission, I know that this is the true church on the earth, that the Gospel was restored.
My friend Rachael (from my old ward), who I like is at BYU now, but this is what she said, when I was talking to her bout Asperger's and that I hope it won't get in the way of going on a full time mission.
"no matter where you go, you'll influence people. Not only do you have a great personality, but your testimony is one of the strongest I have seen anywhere You are a great guy, Michael, and I'm greatful that I have a friend in you. I might not talk much, but I do consider you as probably one of the best examples in my life"
When I'm living worthily, good things happen.. like all the spiritual experiences I have had in my life.
At EFY, I got like 6 notes in two days... here is an example, this is a note I got from efy
"Michael,
I want you to know how much you have impacted my life from just having known you for a week. Your testimony of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ has touched my heart. You have been a shining example to me. I don't know what it is but something about your love for the Gospel has made me realized even more, how much I love this church and that I know it is true! you have truly been a great influence to me, and I don't think I could ever thank you enough for not being afraid to be the amazing young man that you are. Because I will forever be grateful for what you have taught me.
Don't ever change!
Thank you
Rebecca"
Satan is real... he will try anything to tire down this chosen generation, I know this to be true.. he will try anything.
I am in tears, after watching this video
Please... just pray for me, that I will be able to break the chains of sin and be free... be that clean man my mom have describe me as. I want to go on a mission so badly, The Atonement is real.. I been trying to use it, but I keep making mistakes.
But Satan will not win... I will win.