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Post by Kohaku on Dec 28, 2009 17:24:32 GMT -5
I think to start off i will post a blog i wrote the other day, and i think most my post on here will just be repeats of whats on my blog .. keep you guys updated on whats going on in my life.
I've realized worrying about the "should of done" is really not even worth my time. I can't go back and change whats already done, but I can change how it effects me. "Pile up too many tomorrows and you'll find that you've collected nothing but a bunch of empty yesterdays." My life has always been about tomorrows I've have realized most my time is wasted planning not leaving time to do the things I planned the day before. Sure planning is good but not to the extreme I use. I need to learn to live in the now worry about what I have to do today not tomorrow. Starting today, I am living in the now not the past or future. Not saying I wont think about them but I won't let it tear me down like I have for so long. I've made it far in my life these few months. I never saw my self in this position last year. I'll be graduating in June, I had given up on the thought of that even happening. Well guess what I am doing it and can. Maybe those people that told me I wasn't trying hard enough were right, I wasn't giving it my all. I was to stuck on the I can't do it attitude, I refuse to be that freight train that left the broken train on the mountain cause I couldn't help them. I will be the small train that stops and helps them up the mountain reassuring my self the whole way up that I CAN. Better to try and fail then not try at all.
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zack
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Post by zack on Dec 28, 2009 21:52:12 GMT -5
Love the last line. Your profile picture is enticing.
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Dec 29, 2009 3:31:07 GMT -5
Cool blog Amber!
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Post by Sayari's other half on Dec 30, 2009 5:02:14 GMT -5
Nice!Thanks for that Amby!
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zack
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Post by zack on Jan 6, 2010 20:37:02 GMT -5
What happend to your picture ??
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Post by Kohaku on Jan 9, 2010 15:29:30 GMT -5
I thought it was time for a new pic Finished my personal progress today that was my one goal to finish before the end of January. I got into a Community college by my house and will be starting the Culinary program there cant tell you how excited I am about it. and ya i think thats it for now
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Post by Kohaku on Jan 13, 2010 1:12:59 GMT -5
i have a mild concussion (from getting hit in the head with a basketball at school) and for my stomach pain the doctor said its most likey gastritis .. and if the medicine she prescribed me doesnt work to go back in a week..
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Jan 13, 2010 5:22:23 GMT -5
i have a mild concussion (from getting hit in the head with a basketball at school) and for my stomach pain the doctor said its most likey gastritis .. and if the medicine she prescribed me doesnt work to go back in a week.. I hope that you're feeling better soon sis!
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Post by Sayari's other half on Jan 15, 2010 12:51:53 GMT -5
Ahhh!So proud of you! I want to finish mine too! Hey!Who's hitting you with basketballs???That's my job! love ya sis,get better soon!
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Post by begood2 on Jan 15, 2010 14:54:31 GMT -5
Ahhh!So proud of you! I want to finish mine too! Way to go! My sister finished hers about a year ago, I think....... and I know that it made her happy! Ouch! I want you to get well as soon as possible!
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Post by Kohaku on Jan 15, 2010 19:56:38 GMT -5
im getting better ish ... my stomach will probably take about 3-4 months to get better
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Jan 15, 2010 23:23:02 GMT -5
im getting better ish ... my stomach will probably take about 3-4 months to get better Gosh, I hope that you don't have an ulcer!
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Post by Kohaku on Jan 16, 2010 21:04:23 GMT -5
im getting better ish ... my stomach will probably take about 3-4 months to get better Gosh, I hope that you don't have an ulcer! the doctor said shes 90% sure its not an ulcer or anything like that
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Jan 17, 2010 0:27:14 GMT -5
Gosh, I hope that you don't have an ulcer! the doctor said shes 90% sure its not an ulcer or anything like that That sounds encouraging!
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 4, 2010 19:05:04 GMT -5
in 4 months my life will change ... i'll be moving far away from family i'll be starting school in an unknown place to me ... im excted .. but unsure at the same time ... worried i guess you could say ... but i know it's what i need is to get away .. learn for my own what i believe what i dont believe ... not only that i need to pursue my dream of going to college out of the U.S. .. i got this opprotunity and jumped on it .. and i can say its probably been the scariest but best desicion of my life
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 4, 2010 23:23:38 GMT -5
in 4 months my life will change ... i'll be moving far away from family i'll be starting school in an unknown place to me ... im excted .. but unsure at the same time ... worried i guess you could say ... but i know it's what i need is to get away .. learn for my own what i believe what i dont believe ... not only that i need to pursue my dream of going to college out of the U.S. .. i got this opprotunity and jumped on it .. and i can say its probably been the scariest but best desicion of my life So you're going to Canada after all?
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 4, 2010 23:27:30 GMT -5
yup
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 4, 2010 23:31:16 GMT -5
Awesome!
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 10, 2010 11:07:10 GMT -5
ugh.... im sick yet again ... when is this cycle of getting sick going to stop
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Post by Michael on Feb 10, 2010 21:12:32 GMT -5
Hope you have fun there eh. haha j/k.. but have fun
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 10, 2010 22:57:40 GMT -5
ugh.... im sick yet again ... when is this cycle of getting sick going to stop I'm sorry that this keeps happening to you! I wish that you could see a specialist that keeps looking until he finds the underlying problem to your poor health!
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 27, 2010 13:31:41 GMT -5
I've been to a specialist they did a scope of my stomach ... found a lot of irritation in my stomach and esphogus and a little bleed in my esphogus they put me on some different meds and i need to go back in for a check up in 2 weeks ... so we'll see what happens
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Post by Andrew the Penguin on Feb 27, 2010 15:34:33 GMT -5
My suggestion: foods closer to a pH of 7, and nothing very scratchy or acidic. ^_^ Then again, I'm no specialist. XD
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 27, 2010 15:54:09 GMT -5
im already doing that andrew but thanks lol
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Post by Jayda on Feb 27, 2010 15:59:56 GMT -5
I recommend getting multiple opinions. With all of my family's medical stuff, we've learned that second, third, fourth, and even tenth opinions can honestly save lives. Doctors will assume the simplest of things and then work their way into the crazy, difficult, and rare stuff. Trust me, it's worth it if it saves your life, you know?
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 27, 2010 16:02:45 GMT -5
this is like the 5th doctor i have gone to for this problem
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Post by Jayda on Feb 27, 2010 16:11:22 GMT -5
Have they all agreed on what it is and done tests to confirm it?
It took my mom around ten times for them to realize and diagnose that she had cancer. Same with my sister's and my stuff.
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Post by Kohaku on Feb 27, 2010 18:09:39 GMT -5
they all seem to think its something acid related
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 27, 2010 22:27:29 GMT -5
I've been to a specialist they did a scope of my stomach ... found a lot of irritation in my stomach and esphogus and a little bleed in my esphogus they put me on some different meds and i need to go back in for a check up in 2 weeks ... so we'll see what happens I hope that you get well soon Amber! PS: I'm still praying for you!
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Post by ldsgirl Aka Sayari on Feb 27, 2010 22:29:48 GMT -5
My suggestion: foods closer to a pH of 7, and nothing very scratchy or acidic. ^_^ Then again, I'm no specialist. XD Calling Dr. Andrew to surgery! ;D
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